Ешь, молись, люби

Chapter 60

           Unboundbytheirbodies,unboundbythecomplexhistoryoftheirpastrelationship,theycametogetherabovethisroof(aboveme,even)ininfinitewisdom.Stillinmeditation,Iwatchedthesetwocoolbluesoulscircleeachother,merge,divideagainandregardeachother’sperfectionandsimilarity.Theykneweverything.Theykneweverythinglongagoandtheywillalwaysknoweverything.Theydidn’tneedtoforgiveeachother;theywerebornforgivingeachother.

           Thelessontheywereteachingmeintheirbeautifulturningwas,"Stayoutofthis,Liz.Yourpartofthisrelationshipisover.Letusworkthingsoutfromnowon.Yougoonwithyourlife."

           MuchlaterIopenedmyeyes,andIknewitwasover.Notjustmymarriageandnotjustmydivorce,butalltheunfinishedbleakhollowsadnessofit…itwasover.IcouldfeelthatIwasfree.Letmebeclear-it’snotthatIwouldneveragainthinkaboutmyex-husband,orneveragainhaveanyemotionsattachedtothememoryofhim.It’sjustthatthisritualontherooftophadfinallygivenmeaplacewhereIcouldhousethosethoughtsandfeelingswhenevertheywouldariseinthefuture-andtheywillalwaysarise.Butwhentheydoshowupagain,Icanjustsendthembackhere,backtothisrooftopofmemory,backtothecareofthosetwocoolbluesoulswhoalreadyandalwaysunderstandeverything.

           Thisiswhatritualsarefor.Wedospiritualceremoniesashumanbeingsinordertocreateasaferestingplaceforourmostcomplicatedfeelingsofjoyortrauma,sothatwedon’thavetohaulthosefeelingsaroundwithusforever,weighingusdown

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