Парфюмер. История одного убийцы

Chapter 49

           Inthatmomentashesteppedoutofthecarriageintothebrightsunlightoftheparadegrounds,cladintheperfumethatmadepeoplelovehim,theperfumeonwhichhehadworkedfortwoyears,theperfumethathehadthirstedtopossesshiswholelifelong…inthatmoment,ashesawandsmeltedhowirresistibleitseffectwasandhowwithlightningspeeditspreadandmadecaptivesofthepeopleallaroundhim-inthatmomenthiswholedisgustforhumankindroseupagainwithinhimandcompletelysouredhistriumph,sothathefeltnotonlynojoy,butnoteventheleastbitofsatisfaction.Whathehadalwayslongedfor-thatotherpeopleshouldlovehim-becameatthemomentofitsachievementunbearable,becausehedidnotlovethemhimself,hehatedthem.Andsuddenlyheknewthathehadneverfoundgratificationinlove,butalwaysonlyinhatred-inhatingandinbeinghated.Butthehatehefeltforpeopleremainedwithoutanecho.Themorehehatedthematthismoment,themoretheyworshipedhim,fortheyperceivedonlyhiscounterfeitaura,hisfragrantdisguise,hisstolenperfume,anditwasindeedascenttobeworshiped.Hewouldhavelovedrightnowtohaveexterminatedthesepeoplefromtheearth,everystupid,stinking,eroticizedoneofthem,justashehadonceexterminatedalienodorsfromtheworldofhisraven-blacksoul.Andhewantedthemtorealizehowmuchhehatedthemandforthem,realizingthatitwastheonlyemotionthathehadevertrulyfelt,toreturnthathateandexterminatehimjustastheyhadoriginallyintended.Foronceinhislife,hewantedtoemptyhimself.

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