Волхв

Chapter 36

           Ihadthesensethatthiswasthefundamentalrealityandthatrealityhadauniversalmouthtotellmeso;nosenseofdivinity,ofcommunion,ofthebrotherhoodofman,ofanythingIhadexpectedbeforeIbecamesuggestible.Nopantheism,nohumanism.Butsomethingmuchwider,coolerandmoreabstruse.Thatrealitywasendlessinteraction.Nogood,noevil;nobeauty,nougliness.Nosympathy,noantipathy.Butsimplyinteraction.Theendlesssolitudeoftheone,itstotalenislementfromallelse,seemedthesamethingasthetotalinterrelationshipoftheall.Alloppositesseemedone,becauseeachwasindispensabletoeach.Theindifferenceandtheindispensabilityofallseemedone.Isuddenlyknew,butinanewhithertounexperiencedsenseofknowing,thatallelseexists.Knowing,willing,beingwise,beinggood,education,information,classification,knowledgeofallkinds,sensibility,sexuality,thesethingsseemedsuperficial.Ihadnodesiretostateordefineoranalyzethisinteraction,Isimplywishedtoconstituteitnoteven"wishedto"Iconstitutedit.Iwasvolitionless.Therewasnomeaning.Onlybeing.Butthefountainchanged,theeddywhirled.Itseemedatfirsttobeakindofreversiontothestageofthedarkwindbreathinginonmefromeveryside,exceptthattherewasnowind,thewindhadbeenonlyametaphor,andnowitwasmillions,trillionsofsuchconsciousnessesofbeing,countlessnucleiofhopesuspendedinavastsolutionofhazard,apouringoutnotofphotons,butnoons,consciousness-of-beingparticles

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