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Chapter 42

           Youcan’teventellasimplefactstraight."Ilookedroundather."Meaning?""Allthatmysteryballs.YouthinkIfallforthat?There’ssomegirlonyourislandandyouwanttolayher.That’sall.Butofcoursethat’snasty,that’scrude.Soyoutartitup.Asusual.Tartitupsoitmakesyouseemtheinnocentone,thegreatintellectualwhomusthavehisexperience.Alwaysbothways.Alwayscakeandeatit.Always""Iswear…"butherimpatientjerkawaysilencedme.Shewalkedupanddowntheroom.Itriedanotherexcuse."BecauseIdon’twanttomarryyouoranyoneitdoesn’tmeanIdon’tloveyou.""Thatremindsme.Thatchild.YouthoughtIdidn’tnotice.Thatlittlegirlwiththeboil.Itmadeyoufurious.Alisonshowinghowgoodsheiswithkids.Doingthemotheract.AndshallItellyousomething?Iwasdoingthemotheract.Justforamoment,whenshesmiled,Ididthinkthat.IdidthinkhowI’dliketohaveyourchildrenand…havemyarmroundthemandhaveyounearme.Isn’tthatterrible?Ihavethisfilthydisgustingstinking-tastethingcalledlove…God,syphilisisnicecomparedtolove…andI’msodepraved,socolonial,sodegeneratethatIactuallydareshowyou…""Alison."Shetookashudderybreath;neartears."IrealizedassoonaswemetonFriday.ForyouI’llalwaysbeAlisonwhosleptaround.ThatAustraliangirlwhohadanabortion.Thehumanboomerang.Throwherawayandshe’llalwayscomebackforanotherweekendofcheapknock.""That’salongwaybelowthebelt."Shelitacigarette.

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