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Chapter 16
Itwasalargerlandscapeindullfallcolors-anempty,shadowedmeadowinaforest,withacraggypeakinthedistance.
"Whenheknewwhathehadbecome,"Edwardsaidquietly,"herebelledagainstit.Hetriedtodestroyhimself.Butthat’snoteasilydone."
"How?"Ididn’tmeantosayitaloud,butthewordbrokethroughmyshock.
"Hejumpedfromgreatheights,"Edwardtoldme,hisvoiceimpassive."Hetriedtodrownhimselfintheocean...buthewasyoungtothenewlife,andverystrong.Itisamazingthathewasabletoresist...feeding...whilehewasstillsonew.Theinstinctismorepowerfulthen,ittakesovereverything.Buthewassorepelledbyhimselfthathehadthestrengthtotrytokillhimselfwithstarvation."
"Isthatpossible?"Myvoicewasfaint.
"No,thereareveryfewwayswecanbekilled."
Iopenedmymouthtoask,buthespokebeforeIcould.
"Sohegrewveryhungry,andeventuallyweak.Hestrayedasfarashecouldfromthehumanpopulace,recognizingthathiswillpowerwasweakening,too.Formonthshewanderedbynight,seekingtheloneliestplaces,loathinghimself.
"Onenight,aherdofdeerpassedhishidingplace.Hewassowildwiththirstthatheattackedwithoutathought.Hisstrengthreturnedandherealizedtherewasanalternativetobeingthevilemonsterhefeared.Hadhenoteatenvenisoninhisformerlife?Overthenextmonthshisnewphilosophywasborn.Hecouldexistwithoutbeingademon.Hefoundhimselfagain.
"Hebegantomakebetteruseofhistime.He’dalwaysbeenintelligent,eagertolearn.
