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Chapter 27
"Poorfather,Isupposehe’sgoodathisjob,buthe’snotveryintelligent,ishe?He’ssobusybeingthehandsomestmaninEngland."
"Idon’tthinkit’sveryniceofyoutospeakofyourfatherlikethat."
"HaveItoldyouanythingyoudon’tknow?"heaskedcoolly.
Juliawantedtosmile,butwouldnotallowthelookofsomewhatpaineddignitytoleaveherface.
"It’sourweakness,notourstrength,thatendearsustothosewholoveus,"shereplied.
"Inwhatplaydidyousaythat?"
Sherepressedagestureofannoyance.Thewordshadcomenaturallytoherlips,butasshesaidthemsherememberedthattheywereoutofaplay.Littlebrute!Buttheycameinveryappositely.
"You’rehard,"shesaidplaintively.ShewasbeginningtofeelmoreandmorelikeHamlet’smother."Don’tyouloveme?"
"ImightifIcouldfindyou.Butwhereareyou?Ifonestrippedyouofyourexhibitionism,ifonetookyourtechniqueawayfromyou,ifonepeeledyouasonepeelsanonionofskinafterskinofpretenceandinsincerity,oftagsofoldpartsandshredsoffakedemotions,wouldonecomeuponasoulatlast?"Helookedatherwithhisgravesadeyesandthenhesmiledalittle."Ilikeyouallright."
"DoyoubelieveIloveyou?"
"Inyourway."
Julia’sfacewassuddenlydiscomposed.
"IfyouonlyknewtheagonyIsufferedwhenyouwereill!Idon’tknowwhatIshouldhavedoneifyou’ddied!"
"Youwouldhavegivenabeautifulperformanceofabereavedmotheratthebierofheronlychild.
