Chapter 7
ThefirstyearoftheirmarriagewouldhavebeenstormyexceptforMichael’splacidity.Itneededtheexcitementofgettingapartorafirstnight,thegaietyofapartywherehehaddrunkseveralglassesofchampagne,toturnhispracticalmindtothoughtsoflove.Noflattery,noallurements,couldtempthimwhenhehadanengagementnextdayforwhichhehadtokeephisbrainclearoraroundofgolfforwhichheneededasteadyeye.Juliamadehimfranticscenes.ShewasjealousofhisfriendsattheGreenRoomClub,jealousofthegamesthattookhimawayfromher,andjealousofthemen’sluncheonshewenttounderthepretextthathemustcultivatepeoplewhomightbeusefultothem.Itinfuriatedherthatwhensheworkedherselfupintoapassionoftearsheshouldsittherequitecalmly,withhishandscrossedandagood-humouredsmileonhishandsomeface,asthoughsheweremerelymakingherselfridiculous.
"Youdon’tthinkI’mrunningafteranyotherwoman,doyou?"heasked.
"HowdoIknow?It’squiteobviousthatyoudon’tcaretwostraws*forme."
"Youknowyou’retheonlywomanintheworldforme."
"MyGod!"
"Idon’tknowwhatyouwant."
"Iwantlove.IthoughtI’dmarriedthehandsomestmaninEnglandandI’vemarriedatailor’sdummy."
"Don’tbesosilly.I’mjusttheordinarynormalEnglishman.I’mnotanItalianorgan-grinder."*
Shesweptupanddowntheroom.TheyhadasmallflatatBuckinghamGateandtherewasnotmuchspace,butshedidherbest.Shethrewupherhandstoheaven.
"Imightbesquint-eyedandhump-backed.
