Пятьдесят оттенков серого
Chapter 26
Butnotbeyondanythingthatyoucouldn’ttake.”
Fuck!
“Why?”
Herunshishandthroughhishair,andheshrugs.
“Ijustneedit.”Hepauses,gazingatmewithanguish,andhecloseshiseyesandshakeshishead.“Ican’ttellyou,”hewhispers.
“Can’torwon’t?”
“Won’t.”
“Soyouknowwhy.”
“Yes.”
“Butyouwon’ttellme.”
“IfIdo,youwillrunscreamingfromthisroom,andyou’llneverwanttoreturn.”Hestaresatmewarily.“Ican’triskthat,Anastasia.”
“Youwantmetostay.”
“Morethanyouknow.Icouldn’tbeartoloseyou.”
Ohmy.
Hegazesdownatme,andsuddenly,hepullsmeintohisarmsandhe’skissingme,kissingmepassionately.Ittakesmecompletelybysurprise,andIsensehispanicanddesperateneedinhiskiss.
“Don’tleaveme.Yousaidyouwouldn’tleaveme,andyoubeggedmenottoleaveyou,inyoursleep,”hemurmursagainstmylips.
Oh…mynocturnalconfessions.
“Idon’twanttogo.”Andmyheartclenches,turningitselfinsideout.
Thisisamaninneed.Hisfearisnakedandobvious,buthe’slost…somewhereinhisdarkness.Hiseyesarewideandbleakandtortured.Icansoothehim,joinhimbrieflyinthedarknessandbringhimintothelight.
“Showme,”Iwhisper.
“Showyou?”
“Showmehowmuchitcanhurt.”
“What?”
“Punishme.Iwanttoknowhowbaditcanget.”
Christianstepsbackawayfromme,completelyconfused.
“Youwouldtry?”
“Yes.IsaidIwould.”ButIhaveanulteriormotive.IfIdothisforhim,maybehewillletmetouchhim.
Heblinks.
