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Chapter 11
Atticuspushedmyheadunderhischin."It’snottimetoworryyet,"hesaid."IneverthoughtJem’dbetheonetolosehisheadoverthis—thoughtI’dhavemoretroublewithyou."
IsaidIdidn’tseewhywehadtokeepourheadsanyway,thatnobodyIknewatschoolhadtokeephisheadaboutanything.
"Scout,"saidAtticus,"whensummercomesyou’llhavetokeepyourheadaboutfarworsethings...it’snotfairforyouandJem,Iknowthat,butsometimeswehavetomakethebestofthings,andthewayweconductourselveswhenthechipsaredown—well,allIcansayis,whenyouandJemaregrown,maybeyou’lllookbackonthiswithsomecompassionandsomefeelingthatIdidn’tletyoudown.Thiscase,TomRobinson’scase,issomethingthatgoestotheessenceofaman’sconscience—Scout,Icouldn’tgotochurchandworshipGodifIdidn’ttrytohelpthatman."
"Atticus,youmustbewrong...."
"How’sthat?"
"Well,mostfolksseemtothinkthey’rerightandyou’rewrong...."
"They’recertainlyentitledtothinkthat,andthey’reentitledtofullrespectfortheiropinions,"saidAtticus,"butbeforeIcanlivewithotherfolksI’vegottolivewithmyself.Theonethingthatdoesn’tabidebymajorityruleisaperson’sconscience."
WhenJemreturned,hefoundmestillinAtticus’slap,"Well,son?"saidAtticus.Hesetmeonmyfeet,andImadeasecretreconnaissanceofJem.Heseemedtobeallinonepiece,buthehadaqueerlookonhisface.Perhapsshehadgivenhimadoseofcalomel.
