Chapter 10
Atticuswasfeeble:hewasnearlyfifty.WhenJemandIaskedhimwhyhewassoold,hesaidhegotstartedlate,whichwefeltreflecteduponhisabilitiesandmanliness.Hewasmucholderthantheparentsofourschoolcontemporaries,andtherewasnothingJemorIcouldsayabouthimwhenourclassmatessaid,"Myfather—"
Jemwasfootballcrazy.Atticuswasnevertootiredtoplaykeep-away,butwhenJemwantedtotacklehimAtticuswouldsay,"I’mtoooldforthat,son."
Ourfatherdidn’tdoanything.Heworkedinanoffice,notinadrugstore.Atticusdidnotdriveadump-truckforthecounty,hewasnotthesheriff,hedidnotfarm,workinagarage,ordoanythingthatcouldpossiblyarousetheadmirationofanyone.
Besidesthat,heworeglasses.Hewasnearlyblindinhislefteye,andsaidlefteyeswerethetribalcurseoftheFinches.Wheneverhewantedtoseesomethingwell,heturnedhisheadandlookedfromhisrighteye.
Hedidnotdothethingsourschoolmates’fathersdid:heneverwenthunting,hedidnotplaypokerorfishordrinkorsmoke.Hesatinthelivingroomandread.
Withtheseattributes,however,hewouldnotremainasinconspicuousaswewishedhimto:thatyear,theschoolbuzzedwithtalkabouthimdefendingTomRobinson,noneofwhichwascomplimentary.AftermyboutwithCecilJacobswhenIcommittedmyselftoapolicyofcowardice,wordgotaroundthatScoutFinchwouldn’tfightanymore,herdaddywouldn’tlether.Thiswasnotentirelycorrect:Iwouldn’tfightpubliclyforAtticus,butthefamilywasprivateground.Iwouldfightanyonefromathirdcousinupwardstoothandnail.FrancisHancock,forexample,knewthat.
