Chapter 12
Jemwastwelve.Hewasdifficulttolivewith,inconsistent,moody.Hisappetitewasappalling,andhetoldmesomanytimestostoppesteringhimIconsultedAtticus:"Reckonhe’sgotatapeworm?"Atticussaidno,Jemwasgrowing.Imustbepatientwithhimanddisturbhimaslittleaspossible.
ThischangeinJemhadcomeaboutinamatterofweeks.Mrs.Dubosewasnotcoldinhergrave—Jemhadseemedgratefulenoughformycompanywhenhewenttoreadtoher.Overnight,itseemed,Jemhadacquiredanaliensetofvaluesandwastryingtoimposethemonme:severaltimeshewentsofarastotellmewhattodo.AfteronealtercationwhenJemhollered,"It’stimeyoustartedbein’agirlandactingright!"IburstintotearsandfledtoCalpurnia.
"Don’tyoufrettoomuchoverMisterJem—"shebegan.
"MisterJem?"
"Yeah,he’sjustaboutMisterJemnow."
"Heain’tthatold,"Isaid."Allheneedsissomebodytobeathimup,andIain’tbigenough."
"Baby,"saidCalpurnia,"Ijustcan’thelpitifMisterJem’sgrowin’up.He’sgonnawanttobeofftohimselfalotnow,doin’whateverboysdo,soyoujustcomerightoninthekitchenwhenyoufeellonesome.We’llfindlotsofthingstodoinhere."
Thebeginningofthatsummerbodedwell:Jemcoulddoashepleased;CalpurniawoulddountilDillcame.SheseemedgladtoseemewhenIappearedinthekitchen,andbywatchingherIbegantothinktherewassomeskillinvolvedinbeingagirl.