Chapter 9
"Youcanjusttakethatback,boy!"
Thisorder,givenbymetoCecilJacobs,wasthebeginningofaratherthintimeforJemandme.MyfistswereclenchedandIwasreadytoletfly.Atticushadpromisedmehewouldwearmeoutifheeverheardofmefightinganymore;Iwasfartoooldandtoobigforsuchchildishthings,andthesoonerIlearnedtoholdin,thebetteroffeverybodywouldbe.Isoonforgot.
CecilJacobsmademeforget.HehadannouncedintheschoolyardthedaybeforethatScoutFinch’sdaddydefendedniggers.Ideniedit,buttoldJem.
"What’dhemeansayin’that?"Iasked.
"Nothing,"Jemsaid."AskAtticus,he’lltellyou."
"Doyoudefendniggers,Atticus?"Iaskedhimthatevening.
"OfcourseIdo.Don’tsaynigger,Scout.That’scommon."
"’swhateverybodyatschoolsays."
"Fromnowonit’llbeeverybodylessone—"
"Wellifyoudon’twantmetogrowuptalkin’thatway,whydoyousendmetoschool?"
Myfatherlookedatmemildly,amusementinhiseyes.Despiteourcompromise,mycampaigntoavoidschoolhadcontinuedinoneformoranothersincemyfirstday’sdoseofit:thebeginningoflastSeptemberhadbroughtonsinkingspells,dizziness,andmildgastriccomplaints.
