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Chapter 5
"IdecidedaslongasIwasgoingtohell,Imightaswelldoitthoroughly."
Iwaitedforhimtosaysomethingthatmadesense.Thesecondstickedby.
"YouknowIdon’thaveanyideawhatyoumean,"Ieventuallypointedout.
"Iknow."Hesmiledagain,andthenhechangedthesubject."Ithinkyourfriendsareangrywithmeforstealingyou."
"They’llsurvive."Icouldfeeltheirstaresboringintomyback.
"Imaynotgiveyouback,though,"hesaidwithawickedglintinhiseyes.
Igulped.
Helaughed."Youlookworried."
"No,"Isaid,but,ridiculously,myvoicebroke."Surprised,actually...whatbroughtallthison?"
"Itoldyou-Igottiredoftryingtostayawayfromyou.SoI’mgivingup."Hewasstillsmiling,buthisochereyeswereserious.
"Givingup?"Irepeatedinconfusion.
"Yes-givinguptryingtobegood.I’mjustgoingtodowhatIwantnow,andletthechipsfallwheretheymay."Hissmilefadedasheexplained,andahardedgecreptintohisvoice.
"Youlostmeagain."
Thebreathtakingcrookedsmilereappeared.
"IalwayssaytoomuchwhenI’mtalkingtoyou-that’soneoftheproblems."
"Don’tworry-Idon’tunderstandanyofit,"Isaidwryly.
"I’mcountingonthat."
"So,inplainEnglish,arewefriendsnow?"
"Friends..."hemused,dubious.
"Ornot,"Imuttered.
Hegrinned."Well,wecantry,Isuppose.ButI’mwarningyounowthatI’mnotagoodfriendforyou."Behindhissmile,thewarningwasreal.
"Yousaythatalot,"Inoted,tryingtoignorethesuddentremblinginmystomachandkeepmyvoiceeven.
