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Chapter 14
Hedrewmytrappedhandsaroundhisback,holdingmetohischest.IkeptasstillasIcould,evenbreathingwithcaution.
"Iknowthere’snocompetition,"Imumbledintohiscoldskin."That’stheproblem."
"OfcourseRosalieisbeautifulinherway,butevenifshewasn’tlikeasistertome,evenifEmmettdidn’tbelongwithher,shecouldneverhaveonetenth,no,onehundredthoftheattractionyouholdforme."Hewasseriousnow,thoughtful."ForalmostninetyyearsI’vewalkedamongmykind,andyours...allthetimethinkingIwascompleteinmyself,notrealizingwhatIwasseeking.Andnotfindinganything,becauseyouweren’taliveyet."
"Ithardlyseemsfair,"Iwhispered,myfacestillrestingonhischest,listeningtohisbreathcomeandgo."Ihaven’thadtowaitatall.WhyshouldIgetoffsoeasily?"
"You’reright,"heagreedwithamusement."Ishouldmakethisharderforyou,definitely."Hefreedoneofhishands,releasedmywrist,onlytogatheritcarefullyintohisotherhand.Hestrokedmywethairsoftly,fromthetopofmyheadtomywaist."Youonlyhavetoriskyourlifeeverysecondyouspendwithme,that’ssurelynotmuch.Youonlyhavetoturnyourbackonnature,onhumanity...what’sthatworth?"
"Verylittle-Idon’tfeeldeprivedofanything."
"Notyet."Andhisvoicewasabruptlyfullofancientgrief.
Itriedtopullback,tolookinhisface,buthishandlockedmywristsinanunbreakablehold.
"What-"Istartedtoask,whenhisbodybecamealert.
