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Chapter 13
hmmmm."Withoutseemingtothinkaboutit,heplacedhishandbackinmine;Iheldittightlyinbothofmine.Helookedatourhands.
"That’samazinglypleasant,thewarmth."Hesighed.
Amomentpassedasheassembledhisthoughts.
"Youknowhoweveryoneenjoysdifferentflavors?"hebegan."Somepeoplelovechocolateicecream,otherspreferstrawberry?"
Inodded.
"Sorryaboutthefoodanalogy-Icouldn’tthinkofanotherwaytoexplain."
Ismiled.Hesmiledruefullyback.
"Yousee,everypersonsmellsdifferent,hasadifferentessence.Ifyoulockedanalcoholicinaroomfullofstalebeer,he’dgladlydrinkit.Buthecouldresist,ifhewishedto,ifhewerearecoveringalcoholic.Nowlet’ssayyouplacedinthatroomaglassofhundred-year-oldbrandy,therarest,finestcognac-andfilledtheroomwithitswarmaroma-howdoyouthinkhewouldfarethen?"
Wesatsilently,lookingintoeachother’seyes-tryingtoreadeachother’sthoughts.
Hebrokethesilencefirst.
"Maybethat’snottherightcomparison.Maybeitwouldbetooeasytoturndownthebrandy.PerhapsIshouldhavemadeouralcoholicaheroinaddictinstead."
"Sowhatyou’resayingis,I’myourbrandofheroin?"Iteased,tryingtolightenthemood.
Hesmiledswiftly,seemingtoappreciatemyeffort."Yes,youareexactlymybrandofheroin."
"Doesthathappenoften?"Iasked.
Helookedacrossthetreetops,thinkingthroughhisresponse.
"Ispoketomybrothersaboutit."Hestillstaredintothedistance."ToJasper,everyoneofyouismuchthesame.
