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Chapter 27
"Butyouhave.You’vebeenaverygoodmother.You’vedonesomethingforwhichIshallalwaysbegratefultoyou,you’veleftmealone."
"Idon’tunderstandwhatyouwant."
"Itoldyou.Reality."
"Butwhereareyougoingtofindit?"
"Idon’tknow.Perhapsitdoesn’texist.I’myoungstill;I’mignorant.IthoughtperhapsthatatCambridge,meetingpeopleandreadingbooks,Imightdiscoverwheretolookforit.IftheysayitonlyexistsinGod,I’mdone."
Juliawasdisturbed.Whathesaidhadnotreallypenetratedtoherunderstanding,hiswordswerelinesandtheimportantthingwasnotwhattheymeant,butwhetherthey"gotover",butshewassensitivetotheemotionshefeltinhim.Ofcoursehewasonlyeighteen,anditwouldbesillytotakehimtooseriously,shecouldn’thelpthinkinghe’dgotallthatfromsomebodyelse,andthattherewasagooddealofposeinit.Didanyonehaveideasofhisownanddidanyonenotposejustawee,weebit?Butofcourseitmightbethatatthemomenthefelteverythinghesaid,anditwouldn’tbeveryniceofhertomakelightofit.
"OfcourseIseewhatyoumean,"shesaid."Mygreatestwishintheworldisthatyoushouldbehappy.I’llmanageyourfather,andyoucandoasyoulike.Youmustseekyourownsalvation,Iseethat.ButIthinkyououghttomakesurethatalltheseideasofyoursaren’tjustmorbid.PerhapsyouweretoomuchaloneinViennaandIdaresayyoureadtoomuch.OfcourseyourfatherandIbelongtoadifferentgenerationandIdon’tsupposewecanhelpyou.
