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Chapter 24
Whatshecouldn’tgetoverwasthatshehadfallenforthecomedyofundyingpassionthathehadplayedallthoseyears;forofcourseitwasjustapose;helikedtoseehimselfastheconstantadorer,andthelastthinghewanted,apparently,wastohavehisconstancyrewarded.
"Bluffedme,hedid,completelybluffedme."
ButanideaoccurredtoJuliaandsheceasedtosmile.Whenawoman’samorousadvancesaredeclinedbyamansheisapttodrawoneoftwoconclusions;oneisthatheishomosexualandtheotheristhatheisimpotent.Juliareflectivelylitacigarette.SheaskedherselfifCharleshadusedhisdevotiontoherasacovertodistractattentionfromhisrealinclinations.Butsheshookherhead.Ifhehadbeenhomosexualshewouldsurelyhavehadsomehintofit;afterall,insocietysincethewartheytalkedofpracticallynothingelse.Ofcourseitwasquitepossiblehewasimpotent.Shereckonedouthisage.PoorCharles.Shesmiledagain.Andifthatwerethecaseitwashe,notshe,whohadbeenplacedinanembarrassingandevenridiculousposition.Hemusthavebeenscaredstiff,poorlamb.Obviouslyitwasn’tthesortofthingamanlikedtotellawoman,especiallyifheweremadlyinlovewithher;themoreshethoughtofitthemoreprobablesheconsideredtheexplanation.Shebegantofeelverysorryforhim,almostmaternalinfact.
"IknowwhatI’lldo,"shesaid,asshebegantoundress,"I’llsendhimahugebunchofwhiteliliestomorrow."
