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Chapter 22
Shehadletheremotionrunawaywithher;shehadbeenfeeling,notacting.Againacoldshiverrandownherspine.Thiswasserious.Itwasallveryfinetohaveabrokenheart,butifitwasgoingtointerferewithheracting...no,no,no.Thatwasquiteanotherpairofshoes.Heractingwasmoreimportantthananyloveaffairintheworld.
"I’lltryandpullmyselftogether."
"It’snogoodtryingtoforceoneself.You’retiredout.It’smyfault,Ioughttohaveinsistedonyourtakingaholidaylongago.Whatyouwantisagoodrest."
"Whataboutthetheatre?"
"IfIcan’tletit,I’llrevivesomeplaythatIcanplayin.There’sHeartsareTrumps.Youalwayshatedyourpartinthat."
"Everyonesaystheseason’sgoingtobewonderful.Youcan’texpectmuchofarevivalwithmeoutofthecast;youwon’tmakeapenny."
"Idon’tcareahangaboutthat.Theonlythingthatmattersisyourhealth."
"Oh,Christ,don’tbesomagnanimous,"*shecried."Ican’tbearit."
Suddenlysheburstintoastormofweeping.
"Darling!"
Hetookherinhisarmsandsatherdownonthesofawithhimselfbesideher.Sheclungtohimdesperately
"You’resogoodtome,Michael,andIhatemyself.I’mabeast,I’maslut,I’mjustabloodybitch.I’mrottenthroughandthrough."
"Allthatmaybe,"hesmiled,"butthefactremainsthatyou’reaverygreatactress."
"Idon’tknowhowyoucanhavethepatienceyouhavewithme.I’vetreatedyoufoully.You’vebeentoowonderfulandI’vesacrificedyouheartlessly."
