Театр
Chapter 22
Itwastruethattheypartedfromasenseofduty;andJulia,intheplay,sacrificedherlove,herhopesofhappiness,allthatshehelddear,toanidealofuprightness.Itwasascenethathadappealedtoherfromthebeginning.Shewaswonderfullymovinginit.Sheputintoitnowalltheagonyofherspirit;itwasnolongerthebrokenheartofacharacterthatsheportrayedbutherown.Inordinarylifeshetriedtostifleapassionthatsheknewverywellwasridiculous,alovethatwasunworthyofthewomanshewas,andshesteeledherselftothinkaslittleaspossibleofthewretchedboywhohadwroughtsuchhavocwithher;butwhenshecametothisscenesheletherselfgo.Shegavefreereintoheranguish.Shewashopelesswithherownloss,andtheloveshepouredoutonthemanwhowasplayingoppositetoherwastheloveshestillfelt,thepassionate,devouringlove,forTom.Theprospectoftheemptylifethatconfrontedthewomanoftheplaywastheprospectofherownemptylife.Therewasatleastthatsolace,shefeltshehadneverplayedsomagnificently.
"MyGod,it’salmostworthwhiletosuffersofrightfullytogivesuchaperformance."
Shehadneverputmoreofherselfintoapart.
Onenightaweekortwolaterwhenshecameintoherdressing-roomattheendoftheplay,exhaustedbyalltheemotionshehaddisplayed,buttriumphantafterinnumerablecurtaincalls,shefoundMichaelsittingthere.
"Hulloa?Youhaven’tbeeninfront,haveyou?"
"Yes."
"Butyouwereinfronttwoorthreedaysago."
