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Chapter 21
Hermannerwaswonderfullycasual;shemighthavebeentalkingofthefallofempiresorthedeathofkings.
"D’youknowwhatIshouldhavesaid?Ishouldhavesaidyouweremadlyinlovewithher."Hestillavoidedhereyes."Areyouengagedtoherbyanychance?"
"No."
Helookedathernow,buttheeyesthatmetJulia’swerehostile.
"Haveyouaskedhertomarryyou?"
"HowcouldI?Adamnedrotterlikeme."
HespokesopassionatelythatJuliawasastonished.
"Whatareyoutalkingabout?"
"Ohwhat’sthegoodofbeatingaboutthebush?HowcouldIaskadecentgirltomarryme?I’mnothingbutakeptboyand,Godknows,youhavegoodreasontoknowit."
"Don’tbesosilly.WhatafusstomakeoverafewlittlepresentsI’vegivenyou."
"Ioughtn’ttohavetakenthem.Iknewallthetimeitwaswrong.ItallcamesograduallythatIdidn’trealizewhatwashappeningtillIwasinituptomyneck.Icouldn’taffordtoleadthelifeyoumademelead;Iwasabsolutelyupagainstit.Ihadtotakemoneyfromyou."
"Whynot?Afterall,I’maveryrichwoman."
"Damnyourmoney."
Hewasholdingaglassinhishandsandyieldingtoasuddenimpulse,heflungitintothefireplace.Itshattered.
"Youneedn’tbreakupthehappyhome,"saidJuliaironically.
"I’msorry.Ididn’tmeantodothat."Hesankbackintohischairandturnedhisheadaway."I’msoashamedofmyself.It’snotverynicetohavelostone’sself-respect."
Juliahesitated.Shedidnotquiteknowwhattosay.
"Itseemedonlynaturaltohelpyouwhenyouwereinahole.