Театр
Chapter 19
JuliasatupinbedandlookedatRogerwithwide,inquiringeyes.
"Roger,whatdoyoumean?"
Hewascomposedandserious.
"Tomsaidheknewacoupleofgirlswhowereallright.He’shadthembothhimself.Theylivetogetherandsowephonedandaskedthemtomeetusaftertheshow.HetoldthemIwasavirginandthey’dbettertossupforme.WhenwegotbacktotheflathetookJillintothebedroomandleftmethesitting-roomandJoan."
ForthemomentshedidnotthinkofTom,shewassodisturbedatwhatRogerwassaying.
"Idon’tthinkit’ssomuchreally.Idon’tseeit’sanythingtomakeallthatfussabout."
Shecouldnotspeak.Thetearsfilledhereyesandranquicklydownherface.
"Mummy,what’sthematter?Whyareyoucrying?"
"Butyou’realittleboy."
Hecameovertoherandsittingonthesideofherbedtookherinhisarms.
"Darling,don’tcry.Iwouldn’thavetoldyouifI’dthoughtitwasgoingtoupsetyou.Afterall,ithadtohappensoonerorlater."
"Butsosoon.Sosoon.Itmakesmefeelsoold."
"Notyou,darling.Agecannotwitherher,norcustomstaleherinfinitevariety."
Shegiggledthroughhertears.
"Youfool,Roger,d’youthinkCleopatrawouldhavelikedwhatthatsillyolddonkeysaidofher?Youmighthavewaitedalittlelonger."
"It’sjustaswellIdidn’t.Iknowallaboutitnow.TotellyouthetruthIthinkit’sratherdisgusting."
Shesigheddeeply.Itwasacomforttofeelhimholdinghersotenderly.Butshefeltterriblysorryforherself.
"You’renotangrywithme,darling?"heasked.
