Театр
Chapter 18
Don’tgoaboutwiththisyoungmananymore.Drophim."
"Oh,Icouldn’tdothat.Thatwouldbeanadmissionthatpeoplewererightinwhattheythought.Afterall,myconscienceisclear.Icanaffordtoholdmyheadhigh.IshoulddespisemyselfifIallowedmybehaviourtobeinfluencedbymaliciousgossip."
Dollyslippedherfeetbackintohershoesandgettingherlipstickoutofherbagdidherlips.
"Well,dear,you’reoldenoughtoknowyourownmind."
Theypartedcoldly.
ButoneortwoofDolly’sremarkshadbeensomewhatofashocktoJulia.Theyrankled.Itwasdisconcertingthatgossiphadsonearlyreachedthetruth.Butdiditmatter?Plentyofwomenhadloversandwhobothered?Andanactress.Nooneexpectedanactresstobeapatternofpropriety.
"It’smydamnedvirtue.That’satthebottomofthetrouble."
Shehadacquiredthereputationofaperfectlyvirtuouswoman,whomthetongueofscandalcouldnottouch,andnowitlookedasthoughherreputationwasaprisonthatshehadbuiltroundherself.Buttherewasworse.WhathadTommeantbysayingthatsheateoutofhishand?Thatdeeplyaffrontedher.Sillylittlefool.Howdarehe?Shedidn’tknowwhattodoaboutiteither.Shewouldhavelikedtotaxhimwithit.Whatwasthegood?Hewoulddenyit.Theonlythingwastosaynothing;ithadallgonetoofarnow,shemustaccepteverything.
