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Chapter 15
Christ,howthatplayhadshatteredher.ShewasnotlookingatTom,shewaslookingstraightinfrontofher;shewasreallydistractedwithgrief,but,whatwasit?anotherselfwithinherknewwhatshewasdoing,aselfthatsharedinherunhappinessandyetwatcheditsexpression.Shefelthimgowhite.Shefeltasuddenanguishwringhisheartstrings,shefeltthathisfleshandbloodcouldnotsupporttheintolerablepainofhers.
"Julia."
Hisvoicewasbroken.Sheslowlyturnedherliquideyesonhim.Itwasnotawomancryingthathesaw,itwasallthewoeofhumankind,itwastheimmeasurable,theinconsolablegriefthatisthelotofman.Hethrewhimselfdownonhiskneesandtookherinhisarms.Hewasshattered.
"Dearest,dearest."
Foraminuteshedidnotmove.Itwasasifshedidnotknowthathewasthere.Hekissedherstreamingeyesandwithhismouthsoughthers.Shegaveittohimasthoughshewerepowerless,asthough,scarcelyconsciousofwhatwasbefallingher,shehadnowillleft.Withascarcelyperceptiblemovementshepressedherbodytohisandgraduallyherarmsfoundtheirwayroundhisneck.Shelayinhisarms,notexactlyinert,butasthoughallthestrength,allthevitality,hadgoneoutofher.Inhismouthhetastedthesaltnessofhertears.Atlast,exhausted,clingingtohimwithsoftarmsshesankbackonthesofa.Hislipsclungtohers.
Youwouldneverhavethoughthadyouseenheraquarterofanhourlater,soquietlygay,flushedalittle,thatsoshortawhilebeforeshehadpassedthroughsuchatempestofweeping