Театр
Chapter 14
"I’veseenBernhardtandRejane,"saidtheChancellor;"I’veseenDuseandEllenTerryandMrs.Kendal.Nuncdimittis."
Julia,radiant,sankbackintoachairandswallowedatadraughtaglassofchampagne.
"IfIhaven’tcookedRoger’sgooseI’lleatmyhat,"shethought.
Butforallthatthetwoladshadgonetoplaygolfwhenshecamedownstairsnextmorning.MichaelhadtakentheDennorantsuptotown.Juliawastired.ShefounditanefforttobebrightandchattywhenTomandRogercameintolunch.Intheafternoonthethreeofthemwentontheriver,butJuliahadthefeelingthattheytookher,notbecausetheymuchwantedto,butbecausetheycouldnothelpit.ShestifledasighwhenshereflectedhowmuchshehadlookedforwardtoTom’sholiday.Nowshewascountingthedaysthatmustpasstillitended.ShedrewadeepbreathofreliefwhenshegotintothecartogotoLondon.ShewasnotangrywithTom,butdeeplyhurt;shewasexasperatedwithherselfbecauseshehadsolostcontroloverherfeelings.Butwhenshegotintothetheatreshefeltthatsheshookofftheobsessionofhimlikeabaddreamfromwhichoneawoke;there,inherdressing-room,sheregainedpossessionofherselfandtheaffairsofthecommonroundofdailylifefadedtoinsignificance.Nothingreallymatteredwhenshehadwithinhergraspthispossibilityoffreedom.
Thustheweekwentby.Michael,RogerandTomenjoyedthemselves.Theybathed,theyplayedtennis,theyplayedgolf,theyloungedaboutontheriver.Therewereonlyfourdaysmore.