Таинственная история Билли Миллигана
Chapter 5
Why?""Idon’thavetheanswer,Billy.Whydoyouthinkithappened?"
Billyshookhishead."AllIknowisArthurandRagenaren’twithmerightnow,andwhenthey’renotwithme,Idon’trememberthingstoogood.Imissedoutalotonmylifebecausetheykeptmeasleepforalongtime.Arthurtoldme.""DoesArthurtalktoyoualot?"
Billynodded."EversinceDr.GeorgeintroducedmetohimatHardingHospital.NowArthurtellsmewhattodo."
"IthinkyoushouldlistentoArthur.Peoplewithmultiplepersonalitiesusuallyhavesomeoneinsidethemwhoknowsalltheothersandtriestobehelpful.Wecallthatan‘innerselfhelper’—orISHforshort."
"Arthur?He’sanISH?"
"Ithinkso,Billy.Hefitstherole:intelligent,awareoftheothers,highlymoral—"
"Arthur’sverymoral.He’stheonewhomadeuptherules.""Whatrules?"
"Howtoact,whattodo,whatnottodo."
"Well,IthinkArthurwillbeveryhelpfulincuringyou,ifhewillcooperatewithus."
"I’msurehewill,"Billysaid,"becauseArthursalwayssayinghowitsimportantforustogetalltogetherandgetwellsoIcanbecomeausefulcitizenandacontributingmemberofsociety.ButIdon’tknowwherehe’sgonenow."
Astheyspoke,CaulhadthefeelingBillywasgainingconfidenceinhim.
