Цветы для Элджернона
PROGRESS REPORT 11
"Then,whencanIseeyouagain?"
"Ihavenorighttoletyougetinvolved."
"ButIaminvolved!"Ishouted,andthenseeingpeopleturntolook,Iloweredmyvoiceuntilittrembledwithanger."I’maperson—aman—andIcan’tlivewithjustbooksandtapesandelectronicmazes.Yousay,seeotherwomen.’HowcanIwhenIdon’tknowanyotherwomen?Somethinginsideisburningmeup,andallIknowisitmakesmethinkofyou.I’minthemiddleofapageandIseeyourfaceonit—notblurredlikethoseinmypast,butclearandalive.ItouchthepageandyourfaceisgoneandIwanttotearthebookapartandthrowitaway."
"Please,Charlie..."
"Letmeseeyouagain."
"Tomorrowatthelab."
"Youknowthat’snotwhatImean.Awayfromthelab.Awayfromtheuniversity.Alone."
Icouldtellshewantedtosayyes.Shewassurprisedbymyinsistence.Iwassurprisedatmyself.IonlyknewthatIcouldn’tstoppressingher.AndyettherewasaterrorinmythroatasIbeggedher.Mypalmsweredamp.WasIafraidshe’dsayno,orafraidshe’dsayyes?Ifshehadn’tbrokenthetensionbyansweringme,IthinkIwouldhavefainted.
"Allright,Charlie.Awayfromthelabandtheuniversity,butnotalone.Idon’tthinkweshouldbealonetogether."
"Anywhereyousay,"Igasped."JustsoIcanbewithyouandnotthinkoftests...statistics...questions...answers..."
Shefrownedforamoment."Allright.TheyhavefreespringconcertsinCentralPark.Nextweekyoucantakemetooneoftheconcerts."
