Цветы для Элджернона
PROGRESS REPORT 11
Whynotyet?"
"Shhhh...Waitawhile,Charlie.Finishyourstudies.Seewheretheyleadyou.You’rechangingtoofast.""Whatdoesthathavetodowithit?Myfeelingforyouwon’tchangebecauseI’mbecomingintelligent.I’llonlyloveyoumore."
"Butyou’rechangingemotionallytoo.InapeculiarsenseI’mthefirstwomanyou’veeverbeenreallyawareof—inthisway.UptonowI’vebeenyourteacher—someoneyouturntoforhelpandadvice.You’reboundtothinkyou’reinlovewithme.Seeotherwomen.Giveyourselfmoretime."
"Whatyou’resayingisthatyoungboysarealwaysfallinginlovewiththeirteachers,andthatemotionallyI’mstilljustaboy."
"You’retwistingmywordsaround.No,Idon’tthinkofyouasaboy."
"Emotionallyretardedthen."
"No."
"Then,why?"
"Charlie,don’tpushme.Idon’tknow.Already,you’vegonebeyondmyintellectualreach.Inafewmonthsorevenweeks,you’llbeadifferentperson.Whenyoumatureintellectually,wemaynotbeabletocommunicate.Whenyoumatureemotionally,youmaynotevenwantme.I’vegottothinkofmyselftoo,Charlie.Let’swaitandsee.Bepatient."
Shewasmakingsense,butIwasn’tlettingmyselflisten."Theothernight—"Ichokedout,"Youdon’tknowhowmuchIlookedforwardtothatdate.Iwasoutofmymindwonderinghowtobehave,whattosay,wantingtomakethebestimpression,andterrifiedImightsaysomethingtomakeyouangry."
"Youdidn’tmakemeangry.Iwasflattered.
