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           ShesaidshejustthoughtshewouldlookinonmetoseeifIwasdoingallright.ItoldherIhadlotsoffoodtoeatbutsheleftitanywayanditwasgood.ShepretendedshewasdoingitonherownbutI’mnotthatstupidyet.AliceorStraussmusthavetoldhertolookinonmeandmakesureIwasallright.Well,that’sokay.She’saniceoldladywithanIrishaccentandshelikestotalkallaboutthepeopleinthebuilding.Whenshesawthemessonthefloorinsidemyapartmentshedidn’tsayanythingaboutit.Iguessshe’sallright.

           November1

           AweeksinceIdaredtowriteagain.Idon’tknowwherethetimegoes.TodaysSundayIknowbecauseIcanseethroughmywindowthepeoplegoingintothechurchacrossthestreet.IthinkIlaidinbedallweekbutIrememberMrs.MooneybringingmefoodafewtimesandaskingifIwassick.

           WhatamIgoingtodowithmyself?Icantjusthangaroundhereallaloneandlookoutthewindow.Ivegottogetholdofmyself.IkeepsayingoverandoverthatIvegottodosomethingbutthenIforgetormaybeitsjusteasiernottodowhatIsayImgoingtodo.

           Istillhavesomebooksfromthelibrarybutalotofthemaretoohardforme.Ireadalotofmysterystoriesnowandbooksaboutkingsandqueensfromoldtimes.Ireadabookaboutamanwhothoughthewasaknightandwentoutonanoldhorsewithhisfriend.Butnomatterwhathedidhealwaysendedupgettingbeatenandhurt.Likewhenhethoughtthewindmillsweredragons.