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Chapter 18
An’shegroanedallnight,an’shediedthenextafternoon."Thepreachermumbledsomething."Yousee,"Johnwenton,"Ikil’ther.An’sencethenItriedtomakeitup—mos’lytokids.An’Itriedtobegood,an’Ican’t.Igetdrunk,an’Igowild."
"Ever’bodygoeswild,"saidCasy."Idotoo."
"Yeah,butyouain’tgotasinonyoursoullikeme."
Casysaidgently,"SureIgotsins.Ever’bodygotsins.Asinissomepinyouain’tsureabout.Thempeoplethat’ssureaboutever’thingan’ain’tgotnosin—well,withthatkindofason-of-a-bitch,ifIwasGodI’dkicktheirassrightoutaheaven!Icouldn’stand’em!"
UncleJohnsaid,"Igotafeelin’I’mbringin’badlucktomyownfolks.Igotafeelin’Ioughtagoawayan’let’embe.Iain’tcomf’tablebein’likethis."
Casysaidquickly,"Iknowthis—amangottodowhathegottodo.Ican’ttellyou.Ican’ttellyou.Idon’tthinkthey’sluckorbadluck.On’yonethinginthisworl’I’msureof,an’that’sI’msurenobodygotarighttomesswithafella’slife.Hegottodoitallhisself.Helphim,maybe,butnottellhimwhattodo."
UncleJohnsaiddisappointedly,"Thenyoudon’know’?"
"Idon’know."
"Youthinkitwasasintoletmywifedielikethat?"
"Well,"saidCasy,"foranybodyelseitwasamistake,butifyouthinkitwasasin—thenit’sasin.Afellabuildshisownsinsrightupfromthegroun’."
