Бойцовский клуб
Chapter 18
Iask,what’sTylerbeenplanning?
Themechanicopenstheashtrayandpushesthecigarettelighterin.Hesays, "Isthisatest?Areyoutestingus?"
Where’sTyler?
"Thefirstruleaboutfightclubisyoudon’ttalkaboutfightclub,"themechanicsays. "AndthelastruleaboutProjectMayhemisyoudon’taskquestions."
Sowhatcanhetellme?
Hesays, "Whatyouhavetounderstand,isyourfatherwasyourmodelforGod."
Behindus,myjobandmyofficearesmaller,smaller,smaller,gone.
Isniffthegasolineonmyhands.
Themechanicsays, "Ifyou’remaleandyou’reChristianandlivinginAmerica,yourfatherisyourmodelforGod. Andifyouneverknowyourfather,ifyourfatherbailsoutordiesor-isneverathome, whatdoyoubelieveaboutGod?"
ThisisallTylerDurdendogma. ScrawledonbitsofpaperwhileIwasasleepandgiventometotypeandphotocopyatwork. I’vereaditall. Evenmybosshasprobablyreaditall.
"Whatyouendupdoing,"themechanicsays, "isyouspendyourlifesearchingforafatherandGod."
"Whatyouhavetoconsider,"hesays, "isthepossibilitythatGoddoesn’tlikeyou. Couldbe,Godhatesus. Thisisnottheworstthingthatcanhappen."
