Бойцовский клуб
Chapter 18
HowTylersawitwasthatgettingGod’sattentionforbeingbadwasbetterthangettingnoattentionatall. MaybebecauseGod’shatebetterthanHisindifference.
IfyoucouldbeeitherGod’sworstenemyornothing,whichwouldyouchoose?
WeareGod’smiddlechildren,accordingtoTylerDurden, withnospecialplaceinhistoryandnospecialattention.
UnlesswegetGod’sattention, wehavenohopeofdamnationorRedemption.
Whichisworse,hellornothing?
Onlyifwe’recaughtandpunishedcanwebesaved.
"BurntheLouvre,"themechanicsays, "andwipeyourasswiththeMonaLira. Thiswayatleast,Godwouldknowournames."
Theloweryoufall,thehigheryou’llfly. Thefartheryourun,themoreGodwantsyouback.
"Iftheprodigalsonhadneverlefthome,"themechanicsays, "thefittedcalfwouldstillbealive."
It’snotenoughtobenumberedwiththegrainsofsandonthebeach andthestarsinthesky.
ThemechanicmergestheblackCornicheontotheoldbypasshighwaywithnopassinglane, andalreadyalineoftrucksstringstogetherbehindus,goingthelegalspeedlimit. TheCornichefillsupwiththeheadlightsbehindus,andthereweare,talking,reflectedintheinsideofthewindshield. Drivinginsidethespeedlimit. Asfastasthelawallows.
Alawisalaw,Tylerwouldsay.
