Женщины

Chapter 96

           Icouldhardlyrememberamorecivilizedtime,neitherofusmakinganydemands,yettherehadbeenwarmth,ithadnotbeenwithoutfeeling,deadmeatcoupledwithdeadmeat.Idetestedthattypeofswinging,theLosAngeles,Hollywood,BelAir,Malibu,LagunaBeachkindofsex.Strangerswhenyoumeet,strangerswhenyoupart-agymnasiumofbodiesnamelesslymasturbatingeachother.Peoplewithnomoralsoftenconsideredthemselvesmorefree,butmostlytheylackedtheabilitytofeelortolove.Sotheybecameswingers.Thedeadfuckingthedead.Therewasnogambleorhumorintheirgame-itwascorpsefuckingcorpse.Moralswererestrictive,buttheyweregroundedonhumanexperiencedownthroughthecenturies.Somemoralstendedtokeeppeopleslavesinfactories,inchurchesandtruetotheState.Othermoralssimplymadegoodsense.Itwaslikeagardenfilledwithpoisonedfruitandgoodfruit.Youhadtoknowwhichtopickandeat,whichtoleavealone.

           MyexperiencewithIrishadbeendelightfulandfulfilling,yetIwasn’tinlovewithhernorshewithme.Itwaseasytocareandhardnottocare.Icared.WesatintheVolksontheupperparkingramp.Wehadsometime.Ihadtheradioon.Brahms.

           "WillIseeyouagain?"Iaskedher.

           "Idon’tthinkso."

           "Doyouwantadrinkinthebar?"

           "You’vemadeanalcoholicoutofme,Hank.I’msoweakIcanhardlywalk."

           "Wasitjustthebooze?"

           "No."

           "Thenlet’sgetadrink."

           "Drink,drink,drink!Isthatallyoucanthinkof?"

           "No,butit’sagoodwaytogetthroughspaces,likethisone."

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