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Chapter 26
Irememberherpartingwordsattheairport:
Followyourheart,darling,andplease,please—trynottooverthinkthings.Relaxandenjoy.Youaresoyoung,sweetheart,youhavesomuchtoexperience,justletithappen.Youdeservethebestofeverything.
Ididfollowmyheart,andIhaveasoreassandananguished,brokenspirittoshowforit.Ihavetogo.That’sit…Ihavetoleave.He’snogoodforme,andIamnogoodforhim.Howcanwepossiblymakethiswork?Andthethoughtofnotseeinghimagainpracticallychokesme…myFiftyShades.
Ihearthedoorclickopen.Ohno—he’shere.Heputssomethingdownonthebedsidetable,andthebedshiftsunderhisweightasheclimbsinbehindme.
“Hush,”hebreathes,andIwanttopullawayfromhim,movetotheothersideofthebed,butI’mparalyzed.Icannotmoveandliestiffly,notyieldingatall.“Don’tfightme,Ana,please,”hewhispers.Gently,hepullsmeintohisarms,buryinghisnoseinmyhair,kissingmyneck.
“Don’thateme,”hebreathessoftlyagainstmyskin,hisvoiceachinglysad.Myheartclenchesanewandreleasesafreshwaveofsilentsobbing.Hecontinuestokissmesoftly,tenderly,butIremainaloofandwary.
Welietogetherlikethis,neithersayinganythingforages.Hejustholdsme,andverygradually,Irelaxandstopcrying.Dawncomesandgoes,andthesoftlightgetsbrighterasmorningmoveson,andstillweliequietly.
“IbroughtyousomeAdvilandsomearnicacream,”hesaysafteralongwhile.
IturnveryslowlyinhisarmssoIcanfacehim.Iamrestingmyheadonhisarm.