Пятьдесят оттенков серого

           Ifeltrelievedthatitwasn’taspainfulasIthoughtitwouldbe.AndwhenIwaslyinginyourarms,Ifelt…sated.ButIfeelveryuncomfortable,guiltyeven,feelingthatway.Itdoesn’tsitwellwithme,andI’mconfusedasaresult.Doesthatansweryourquestion?

           IhopetheworldofMergersandAcquisitionsisasstimulatingasever…andthatyouweren’ttoolate.

           Thankyouforstayingwithme.

           Ana

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           From:ChristianGrey

           Subject:FreeYourMind

           Date:May27201108:24

           To:AnastasiaSteele

           Interesting…ifslightlyoverstatedtitleheading,MissSteele.

           Toansweryourpoints:

           •I’llgowithspanking—asthat’swhatitwas.

           •Soyoufeltdemeaned,debased,abused,andassaulted—howveryTessDurbeyfieldofyou.Ibelieveitwasyouwhodecidedonthedebasement,ifIremembercorrectly.Doyoureallyfeellikethisordoyouthinkyououghttofeellikethis?Twoverydifferentthings.Ifthatishowyoufeel,doyouthinkyoucouldjusttrytoembracethesefeelings,dealwiththem,forme?That’swhatasubmissivewoulddo.

           •Iamgratefulforyourinexperience.Ivalueit,andI’monlybeginningtounderstandwhatitmeans.Simplyput…itmeansthatyouaremineineveryway.

           •Yes,youwerearoused,whichinturnwasveryarousing,there’snothingwrongwiththat.

           •HappydoesnotevenbegintocoverhowIfelt.Ecstaticjoycomesclose.

           •Punishmentspankinghurtsfarmorethansensualspanking—sothat’saboutashardasitgets,unless,ofcourse,youcommitsomemajortransgression,inwhichcaseI’llusesomeimplementtopunishyouwith.