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The Climax of the d’Anconias
Shesawhimonce,atareceptiongivenbyanambassadorinNewYork.Hebowedtohercourteously,hesmiled,andhelookedatherwithaglanceinwhichnopastexisted.Shedrewhimaside.Shesaidonly,"Francisco,why?""Why—what?"heasked.Sheturnedaway."Iwarnedyou,"hesaid.Shedidnottrytoseehimagain.
Shesurvivedit.Shewasabletosurviveit,becauseshedidnotbelieveinsuffering.Shefacedwithastonishedindignationtheuglyfactoffeelingpain,andrefusedtoletitmatter.Sufferingwasasenselessaccident,itwasnotpartoflifeasshesawit.Shewouldnotallowpaintobecomeimportant.Shehadnonameforthekindofresistancesheoffered,fortheemotionfromwhichtheresistancecame;butthewordsthatstoodasitsequivalentinhermindwere:Itdoesnotcount-itisnottobetakenseriously.Sheknewthesewerethewords,eveninthemomentswhentherewasnothingleftwithinherbutscreamingandshewishedshecouldlosethefacultyofconsciousnesssothatitwouldnottellherthatwhatcouldnotbetruewastrue.Nottobetakenseriously—animmovablecertaintywithinherkeptrepeating—painanduglinessarenevertobetakenseriously.
Shefoughtit.Sherecovered.Yearshelpedhertoreachthedaywhenshecouldfacehermemoriesindifferently,thenthedaywhenshefeltnonecessitytofacethem.Itwasfinishedandofnoconcerntoheranylonger.
Therehadbeennoothermeninherlife.Shedidnotknowwhetherthishadmadeherunhappy.Shehadhadnotimetoknow.