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The Climax of the d’Anconias
Shefoundtheclean,brilliantsenseoflifeasshewantedit—inherwork.Once,Franciscohadgivenherthesamesense,afeelingthatbelongedwithherworkandinherworld.Themenshehadmetsincewerelikethemenshemetatherfirstball.
Shehadwonthebattleagainsthermemories.Butoneformoftortureremained,untouchedbytheyears,thetortureoftheword"why?"
Whateverthetragedyhemet,whyhadFranciscotakentheugliestwayofescape,asignobleasthewayofsomecheapalcoholic?Theboyshehadknowncouldnothavebecomeauselesscoward.Anincomparablemindcouldnotturnitsingenuitytotheinventionofmeltingballrooms.Yethehadanddid,andtherewasnoexplanationtomakeitconceivableandtoletherforgethiminpeace.Shecouldnotdoubtthefactofwhathehadbeen;shecouldnotdoubtthefactofwhathehadbecome;yetonemadetheotherimpossible.Attimes,shealmostdoubtedherownrationalityortheexistenceofanyrationalityanywhere;butthiswasadoubtwhichshedidnotpermittoanyone.Yettherewasnoexplanation,noreason,nocluetoanyconceivablereason-andinallthedaysoftenyearsshehadfoundnohintofananswer.
No,shethought—asshewalkedthroughthegraytwilight,pastthewindowsofabandonedshops,totheWayne-FalklandHotel—no,therecouldbenoanswer.Shewouldnotseekit.Itdidnotmatternow.