Атлант расправил плечи
The Climax of the d’Anconias
"Ican’trefuse."
"Thenletmeshareitwithyou."
Heshookhishead.
Hesatlookingdownather,asifweighingaquestion.Thenheshookhisheadagain,inanswertohimself.
"IfI’mnotsureIcanstandit,"hesaid,andthestrangenewnoteinhisvoicewastenderness,"howcouldyou?"
Shesaidslowly,witheffort,tryingtokeepherselffromscreaming,"Francisco,Ihavetoknow."
"Willyouforgiveme?Iknowyou’refrightened,andit’scruel.Butwillyoudothisforme—willyouletitgo,justletitgo,anddon’taskmeanything?"
"I—"
"That’sallyoucandoforme.Willyou?"
"Yes,Francisco."
"Don’tbeafraidforme.Itwasjustthisonce.Itwon’thappentomeagain.Itwillbecomemucheasier...later."
"IfIcould—"
"No.Gotosleep,dearest."
Itwasthefirsttimehehadeverusedthatword.
Inthemorning,hefacedheropenly,notavoidingheranxiousglance,butsayingnothingaboutit.Shesawbothserenityandsufferinginthecalmofhisface,anexpressionlikeasmileofpain,thoughhewasnotsmiling.Strangely,itmadehimlookyounger.Hedidnotlooklikeamanbearingtorturenow,butlikeamanwhoseesthatwhichmakesthetortureworthbearing.
Shedidnotquestionhim.Beforeleaving,sheaskedonly,"WhenwillIseeyouagain?"
Heanswered,"Idon’tknow.Don’twaitforme,Dagny.Nexttimewemeet,youwillnotwanttoseeme.IwillhaveareasonforthethingsI’lldo.ButIcan’ttellyouthereasonandyouwillberighttodamnme.