Атлант расправил плечи
The Climax of the d’Anconias
Shesawhisprofileagainstthefoggyglowofthenightskyinthewindow.Hewasawake,hiseyeswereopen.Heheldhismouthclosedlikeamanlyinginresignationinunbearablepain,bearingit,makingnoattempttohideit.
Shewastoofrightenedtomove.Hefeltherglanceandturnedtoher.Heshudderedsuddenly,hethrewofftheblanket,helookedathernakedbody,thenhefellforwardandburiedhisfacebetweenherbreasts.Heheldhershoulders,hangingontoherconvulsively.Sheheardthewords,muffled,hismouthpressedtoherskin:
"Ican’tgiveitup!Ican‘t!"
"What?"shewhispered.
"You."
"Whyshould—"
"Andeverything."
"Whyshouldyougiveitup?"
"Dagny!Helpmetoremain.Torefuse.Eventhoughhe’sright!"
Sheaskedevenly,"Torefusewhat,Francisco?"
Hedidnotanswer,onlypressedhisfaceharderagainsther.
Shelayverystill,consciousofnothingbutasupremeneedofcaution.Hisheadonherbreast,herhandcaressinghishairgently,steadily,shelaylookingupattheceilingoftheroom,atthesculpturedgarlandsfaintlyvisibleinthedarkness,andshewaited,numbwithterror.
Hemoaned,"It’sright,butit’ssohardtodo!OhGod,it’ssohard!"
Afterawhile,heraisedhishead.Hesatup.Hehadstoppedtrembling.
"Whatisit,Francisco?"
"Ican’ttellyou."Hisvoicewassimple,open,withoutattempttodisguisesuffering,butitwasavoicethatobeyedhimnow."You’renotreadytohearit."
"Iwanttohelpyou."
"Youcan’t."
"Yousaid,tohelpyourefuse."