Таинственная история Билли Миллигана

           Everysooften,So-and-so,,knowswhat’sgoingonwithSo-and-so,andIdon’tknowwhyor(how.

           ,"Likelastweektherewasabigargumentinoneofthe.meetingsupstairswithDr.Caul,anotherpsychiatrist,andthat.clients’rightsadvocate.Allenwasthere,arguingwiththem.Butthenhegotupandsaid,‘Thehellwithya.I’llseeyain

           Lima,’andwalkedout.IwasoutinthelobbysittinginachairandallofasuddenIheardexactlywhathe’djustsaid.

           "AndIshouted,‘What?Hey,waitaminutehere!Whaddysmean"Lima?"’I’msittin’ontheedgeofmychair,gettingscared,becauseI’mhearingtheconversationthatjusthappenedsecondsago,likeaninstantreplay,anditwassomebod>elsesayingthat.Isawtheotherpsychiatrist,whocameoutotheroom,standingthere,andIsaid,‘Look,youguys,yougottahelpme.’

           "Hesays,‘Whatdoyoumean?’AndIstartedshakingandtoldhimwhatIjustheardinmyhead.AndIaskedhimifi1wastrue:‘DidIjustsaytosendmetoLima?’Hesaidyes.ThenIstartedcrying,‘Don’tlistentome.Don’tlistentowhatI’msaying’.’"

           "Isthisanewdevelopment?"

           Billylookedatthewriterthoughtfully."Iguessit’sthefirstsignofco-consciousnesswithoutcompletefusion."

           "That’sveryimportant."

           "Butitsscary.Iwascryingandyelling.Everybodyintheroomturnedandlookedatme.