Таинственная история Билли Миллигана
Chapter 20
WhenIcamehome&sawthetypeclothingshewasbuying—Mannishlookingshirts—theseveresuits—certaintypetoreadorpantsthatseemstobeasignalbetweenthesetypewomen—WellIblewmytop.Fromthenonitwasalivinghell—
Hercontinueddrinkingputherbackintothehospitalforahemroidoperation&inviewofthefactthatherliverthatbythistimewasbeyondrepairtheycouldn’toperate—shewasthereforweeks—Itraveled150milesanightsoIcouldbewithherduringdayvisitinghours,paintingthehomeetc—shewasplanningeventhentobreakupourhomesoshecouldbewithhernewtypeoflife.Thedayofheroperationwhenshestartedtocomeoutofit,stillundertheanesthetic,shethoughtIwassomebodyelse.Heradmissionsweresickening,itwaslikeadegenerationofanunknownclass—Itriedtostopherbytellingheritwasme(shewasinaward)butagainitdidn’tquitepenetrate,andshestartedboastinghowsheplayedmefora"sucker"alltheseyears—Inevermentionedthistoherbecauseofthechildren,andIbeggedthe***
Well,whenshestartedtogetbetter,Imentionedthemarriageagainandshesaidshehadtalkedtoapriestandsheclaimedhesaid"youdon’thavetoworryaboutthat."Theyare"ChildrenofGod"—thistomedoesnotsoundplausible,butasIhaveaforementionedshewantstobuildthisintoa"gimmick.
