Таинственная история Билли Миллигана

           Thestoryissordidenough—ThechildrenIlovewithallmyheart,&thefactthattheyarebomwithoutthebenefitofmarriage,issomethingshewantstouseasa"gimmick"togetsomepublicityshethinkswillfurtherhercareer!Asfollows—Sincebeforeourfirstchildwasbom,Itriedseveraltimestogethertomarryme,(thisisaftersheaccusedmeofmakingherpregnantwhenwe1stmet,)butshealwaysfoundoneexcuseafteranothertoavoidit.(allthisandthefollowingcanbeprovenbyadepositiongivenmylawyerM.H.RosenhausofMiami)IintroducedhertomyfamilyasmywifeandsothatwhenthebabyarrivedIhadplannedtogotosomesmalltown,marryher

           andlegitimatizethebaby.BythistimeIwassomuchinlovewiththelittleboy***

           Againshefoundoneexcuseafteranother—"Somebodymightreadthemarriagecolumnthatknowsus"etc—Welleventuallythesecondboyarrived&forthe1st2weeksitwastouch&gowhetherhelivedornot,butGodwaswithus&heisnowfine&healthy—AsifthatwereawarningIsuggestedmarriageagain.Bythistimeshehadotherexcuses,andwasgettingentirelyoutofline—Drinkingcontinually,disappearingfromtheclub,&whenshewasintheseconditionsthechildrenweren’tsafewithher.Morethanoncewhenshehitthechildrenitwaswithherarminsteadoftheflatofherhand—Ihadtothreatenherwithabeatingtogethertostop.Believememylifewasalivinghell.