Таинственная история Билли Миллигана
Chapter 19
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Pollylookedrelieved.
ThenAdalanaadded,"AndIwanttohavesexwithyou."
Pollybegantocry.
"I’mnotgoingtohurtyou.I’mnotthekindwhobeatswomenandthrowsthemaround.Idon’tevenliketohearaboutthatbeingdonetowomen."
"Look,youmustn’tscreamandkickwhenyou’rebeingraped,becausethatmakesarapistfreakoutandgetviolent.Thebestthingtodoislayback,say‘Goahead,’andtherapistwon’thurtyou.Ihaveasoftspotfortears,"Adalanasaid,"butyoudon’thaveachoice.I’mgoingtodoitanyway."
Shetooktwobathtowelsthatwereinthecarandlaidthemonthegroundalongwithherjacket."Liedownonthem,putyourhandsontheground,lookupattheskyandtrytorelax."Pollydidasshewastold.ThenAdalanalaydownbesideher,unfastenedherblouseandherbra,andkissedher."Youdon’thavetoworryaboutgettingpregnantoranythinglikethat,"shesaid."I’vegotHuntingtonschoreaandI’vehadavasectomy.Look.".
AdalanapulleddownherjoggingpantstoherkneesandshowedPollyascaronthelowerabdomen,rightabovethepenis.Itwasn’tavasectomyscaratall.Itwasadiagonallineontheabdomenitself,aherniascar.
AsAdalanalayontopofher,Pollycried,"Pleasedon’trapeme!"Thegirl’scryof"rape"struckdeepintoAdalanasmind.
