Таинственная история Билли Миллигана
Chapter 18
"RagensawhisTVsetandheknewthestrangerswerehereintheroom—invisible.Hesearchedtheapartmentagain."Ilookeveryvere.Vereyouare?"
"I’mrightwithya,"Philipsaid.
"Vatyoumean?"
"Ibeenhereallthetime,alwayshavebeen."
Ragenshookhishead."Allright.Nomoretalk."Hesatdownintherockingchairandrockedallnight,tryingtofigureitout,amazedthattherewereothershehadn’tknown.
ThenextdayArthurtoldhimaboutKevinandPhilip."Ibelievetheyareaproductofyourmind,"hesaid.
"Vatyoumean?"
"I’llgiveyouthelogicalsideofitfirst,"Arthursaid."Asthe.keeperofhate,youknowwhatadestructiveforceyoupossess.Thoughhatecanconquermuchthroughviolence,itisunmanageable.Now,ifonewantstokeepthephysicalpowerofhatebutremoveitsevilside,onewillstillhavehatred*withsomebadtraits.Ourmindwantedtocontrolyourviolence,tokeeptheangerselectiveandmanageable.Gettingridofyourevil,sothatyoucouldbestrongwithoutbeingangry,ledtoshavingoffsomeofyourevil,andthustothecreationofPhilipandKevin."
"They-aresameasme?"
"Theyarecriminals.Aslongastheyhaveyourguns,theywouldnothesitatetoputfearintopeopletoachievetheiraims.Butonlywithweapons.Theirsenseofpowerderivesfromweapons.This,theyfeel,bringsthemtoyourlevel.
