Таинственная история Билли Миллигана
Chapter 14
Hewantedtoprotest,buthewastooafraidofArthurtotellhimthathehadfalleninlovewithMarlene.Heknewhehadshavedtherulescloseenoughseveraltimestobeindangerofbeingclassifiedasundesirable.ThenheheardAdalanasvoice.
"That’snotfair,"shesaid.
"Iamalwaysfair,"Arthursaid.
"It’snotrightforyoutomakerulesandbreakallbondsandtiesofloveandaffectionbetweenusandthepeopleoutside."
She’sright,Tommythought,buthekeptsilent.
"Marleneissuppressingthetalentsandskillsofallofus,"Arthursaid."Shemakesaccusations,takesuptimewithfoolishquarrelsandinterfereswiththeexpansionofourminds."
"Idon’tthinkit’srighttosendheraway,"sheinsisted."She’sacaringperson."
"ForGod’ssake!"Arthursaid."TommyandAllenstillworkinabloodyfactory.Ihadexpectedthemtobethereafewmonthsatthemost,usingthatasabasefromwhichtofindadecentstrategicortechnicaljobthatwouldutilizeandexpandtheirskills.Nooneisexpandingtheirmindsanymore."
"What’smoreimportant—expandingyourmindorshowingyourfeelings?Maybethat’sthewrongquestion,becauseyoudon’thavefeelings.
