Таинственная история Билли Миллигана
Chapter 13
YoumaytakethespottofastonyourDayofAtonement,butthenyouarebanished."
Later,headmittedtoTommythatinmakinghisjudgmentinanger,hehadmadeamistake.Sincehecouldn’tknowforsurethattherewasnoGod,heshouldnothaveactedsohastilyinbanishingfromthespottheonlyoneofthemwhobelieved.
"Youcouldchangeit,"Tommysaid,"andletSamueltakethespotsometimes.".
"NotwhileIdominatetheconsciousness,"Arthursaid."IadmitImadeanerrorinallowingmyemotionstoaffectmydecisions.But,havingdecided,Iwillnotchangeit."
ThinkingaboutheavenandhellbotheredTommy.Hefoundhimselfgoingoverandoverthethoughtinhismind,andhewondered,iftheydidgetsenttohell,whethertherewouldpossiblybeawaytoescape.
Afewdayslater,Allenranintoaschoolacquaintancedowntown.HevaguelyrememberedthatBarryHartwasafriendofsomeoneheusedtoknow.Now,withhislonghair,helookedlikeahippie.BarryHartinvitedhimuptohisplacetohaveabeerandtalk.
Itwasabigrundownapartment.WhileAllensatinthekitchentalkingwithHart,peoplecameandwent,andAllengottheimpressiontherewasalotofdrugdealinggoingon.WhenAllengotuptoleave,HartsaidhewasgoingtohavealotoffriendsoverSaturdaynightforapartyandAllenwasinvited.
Heaccepted.
