Таинственная история Билли Миллигана
Chapter 1
NowthatyoubelieveIamguilty,Imustbe.AllIeverwantedtoknow,isforsure.AllmylifeallIeverhavedoneiscausepainandhurttheonesIlove.Thebadpartis,Ican’tstopitbecauseIcan’thelpit.Lockingmeawayinaprisonwillmakemeworse,likeitdidthelasttime.Theshrinksdon’tknowwhattodobecausetheycan’tfigureoutwhatiswrong.
Iwillnowhavetostopmyself.Iamgivingup.Ijustdon’tcareanymore.Wouldyoudoonelastthingforme?CallMomorKathyandtellthemnottocomeuphereanymore.Idon’twanttoseeanyoneagain,sodon’twastetheirgas.ButIdolovethemandIamsorry.YourthebestlawyerIknowandI’llalwaysrememberyouforbeingkindtome.Goodbye.
Billy
ThateveningthedesksergeantcalledSchweickartathome."Yourclienttriedtokillhimselfagain."
"OhmyGod!What’dhedo?"
"Well,you’renotgoingtobelievethis,butwe’vegottopresschargesagainsthimfordestroyingcountyproperty.Heshatteredthetoiletbowlinhiscellandslashedhiswristswithasharppieceofporcelain."
"Holyshit!"
"I’lltellyousomethingelse,counselor.There’sdefinitelysomethingstrangeaboutyourclient.Hesmashedthebowlwithhisfist."
SchweickartandStevensonignoredMilligansletterfiringthemandvisitedhiminprisondaily.
