Таинственная история Билли Миллигана

           Justsatalonemostofthetime.

           April1—Patientwasscreamingthatthewallswereclosinginonhimandhedidn’twanttodie.Dr.Rauljtookhiminseclusionandwarnedhimabouthavingcigarettesandmatches.

           April12—Patientstartsactingoutaboutbedtimethelastfewnights.Heasksusifheisinatrance.Patientwantedextramedicationtonight.Iexplainedtopatientheshouldtrytogettobed.Patientbecamehostileandbelligerent.

           ‘‘Jason"threwthetempertantrums.Hewasthesafetyvalvewhocouldsiphonoffexcesspressurebyscreamingandshouting.Hewasintroverteduntilitcametimetoreleasetension.Jasonwastheoneputintoseclusioninthe"quietroom"atColumbusStateHospital.

           Jasonhadbeencreated,attheageofeight,readytoexplodewithemotion,buthewasneverallowedtocomeout—ifhedid,Billywouldbepunished.HereintheColumbusStateHospital,whenthefearandpressurebecametoostrong,Jasoncriedandscreamedandventedhisemotions.

           HediditwhenheheardonTVaboutthekillingofthefourstudentsatKentState.Theattendantslockedhimup.

           WhenArthurdiscoveredthatJasonwaslockedawaywheneverheexploded,hedecidedtotakeaction.Itwasnodifferentherefromhome.Showingangerwasnotpermitted;ifonedid,allofthemgotpunished.SoArthurforcedJasonfromconsciousness,designatedhim"anundesirable"andinformedhimthathewasneveragaintoholdtheconsciousness.