Таинственная история Билли Миллигана
Chapter 6
Alltheothershehadcreated,alltheiractions,thoughts,memories,fromBilly’searlychildhoodtothismoment,nowcamebacktohim.Heknewthesuccessfulonesaswellasthefailures—theundesirablesArthurhadtriedtocontrolandthenvainlytohide.Henowknewhishistory:theirabsurdities,theirtragedies,theirundisclosedcrimes.Andhealsoknewthatashethoughtofsomethingorremembereditandspokeofittothewriter,thetwenty-threeotherswouldcometoknowit,too,andwouldlearnthestoryoftheirownlives.Onceknowing,amnesiaerased,theycouldneverbethesameagain.Thatmadehimsad,asifhehadlostsomething.Butforhowlong?
Hesensedsomeonewalkingdownthelobby,andturnedtoseewhowascomingtowardhim.Partsofhimself,heknew,hadmetthelittledoctor.
Dr.CaulwalkedthroughtheAITlobbytowardthenurses’stationandsawwhathethoughtatfirstwasBilly,sittinginthechairoutsidetheTVroom.Butthemomenthispatientstoodandturned,Caulknewitwasn’tBillyoranyofthepersonalitieshehadseenbefore.Therewasaneasinesstothestance,adisarminglyopengaze.Caulguessedsomethinghadhappened,andhefeltitwasimportanttoshowthepatienthisdoctorwassensitiveenoughtoknowwithoutaskingorbeingtold.Hehadtoriskit.Caulfoldedhisarmsacrosshischestandlookeddirectlyintothepenetratingeyes.
"You’retheTeacher,aren’tyou?I’vebeenexpectingyou
