Таинственная история Билли Миллигана
Chapter 3
SinceRagenisourprotector,hehasarighttoknowwhathappened.Youwillhavetoexplainyourselfandjustifyyouractionstohim."
Asoft,delicatevoiceechoedinhismind,asiffromthedarknessbeyond.Itwaslikeahallucinationoradreamvoice."Ragen,I’msorryforthetrouble—"
"Sorry!"Ragensnarled,pacing."Youfiltyslut.Vyforyougoaroundrapingvomans?Doyourealizevatyouputusallthrough?"
Heturnedsharply,steppingoffthespot,andsuddenlytheroomwasfilledwithasoundofawomancrying.
NurseHelenYaegersfaceappearedatthepeephole."CanIhelpyou,Billy?"
"Blastyou,madam!"Arthursaid."Leaveusalone!"
Yaegerleft,upsetthatArthurhadsnappedather.Whenshewasgone,Adalanatriedtoexplainherself:"Youhavetounderstand,Ragen,myneedsaredifferentfromtherestofyou.""Vyinhellyouhavesexvitvomansanyvay?Youarevomanyourself."
"Youmendon’tunderstand.Atleastthechildrenknowwhatloveis,whatcompassionis,whatitmeanstoputyourarmsaroundsomebodyandsay,‘Iloveyou,careaboutyou,havefeelingsforyou."’
"Imustinterrupt,"saidArthur,"butIhavealwaysfeltthatphysicalloveisillogicalandanachronistic,consideringthemostrecentadvancementsinscientific—"
"You’recrazy!"Adalanascreamed."Bothofyou!"Thenhervoicesoftenedagain.
