Таинственная история Билли Миллигана

           Thoughhehadatfirstresistedbringingoutnewpeople,herealizeditwasnecessarytounderstandthesignificanceofthisfemaleaspectofMilliganspersonality.

           HerepeatedseveraltimeshowhelpfulitwouldbeifAdalanawouldcomeoutandtalktothem.Finally,afterseveralswitchestotheothers,Milligan’sfacechangedtoasoft,tearfulexpression.Thevoicewaschokedandnasal.Thefacebecamealmostfeminine.Theeyesdrifted.

           "Ithurtstotalk,"Adalanasaid.

           Dr.Georgetriedtohidehisexcitementattheswitch.Hehadwantedhertocomeout;hehadexpectedit.Butwhenithappened,itcameasasurprise."Whydoesithurt?"heasked.‘Becauseoftheboys.Igotthemintotrouble."

           "Whatdidyoudo?"heasked.

           DorothyTurner,whohadmetAdalanainthejailthenightbeforethetransfer,satbysilentlyandwatched.

           "Theydon’tunderstandwhatloveis,"Adalanasaid,"whatitmeanstobeheldandcaredfor.Istolethattime.IfeltRagensalcoholandpills.Oh,ithurtstotalkaboutit..."

           "Yes,butweneedtotalkaboutit,"Dr.Georgesaid,"tohelpusunderstand."

           ‘Ididit.It’salittletoolatetosayI’msorrynow,isn’tit?Iruinedtheboys’lives...Buttheyjustdidn’tunderstand…"

           "Understandwhat?"Turnerasked.

           "Whatloveis.Whattheneedforloveis.Tobeheldbysomeone.